And when you've found them. I've been discarded.

Today would be the first of the worst day. I'm antisocial. Very much like someone who have been discarded after draining every single drop of asset from me. I know myself that I've not done a wrong so big to harm one physically or emotionally. The out come seems with over joy. I'm hurt deep down and I found to be a waste. And I doubt a job well done on my N' level oral examination. Can I last this downpour? Will I be approach or will the silence just stay forever?