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2 November 2004 @ 9:57 pm

Captive emotions to indulgent fury

It took sometime for me to get SMASHING PUMPKINS into my head, but I certainly did. Now I'm playing around tracks after tracks with Smashing Pumpkins. They're a great band and I should have listen to Harriet in getting them into my ears long ago.

Got the job and I kinda don't feel like wanna work. I just don't know why either. Maybe the fun pouring atmosphere died out in the end. Tha planning for the farewell supper is on thursday and I bet we're gona have a suiting time. And the movie outing on the 17th is gona be a spectacular moment for us all. Being that it's been quite awhile we went for a movie or even went out with Ain. Miss those days.

Sometimes I feel like fuck it. It's his fault. But when you take few steps back and reverse the past, I won't end up in such a situation actually. It all boiled down to my creation of emotions and it all came upon a sufference because of me. The apartness was my fault indeed but for me, It's just some bad days after all. Regardless of him using me and taking full advantage of me isn't the situation now in my head. It's all about how much I've put this humanbeing into breaking out of his tolerance level. After all, he is a great guy indeed. And was a very good person.

'What goes around, comes around.'