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24 October 2006 @ 3:29 am

a broken trust and shattered tears

It's such a broken moment. Such a shattered inner-feeling. Just l;ike emptiness creeping within. You & me, I can just see us dying. I can tell everything is fading. Everything hurts and nothing seems to work. You're trying but I'm just pushing. I feel so suppressed and lost. I need a shoulder and a listening ear or a comforting & solutionable tongue.

Two definatly long years. I know something was stirring up some time back but supposing it was protestiqued. Probably I'm just a narcissistic drama queen. But I'm not intending on throwing everything away. BUT! Neither am I keen on howelling it into a mess. But I'm stucked. Glued to a problem with no solution just yet. I can't let you go and I have to slowly depart. I have to step away. I have to turn this around. But each time I take a step; someone's gonna lay their head down.

I just hope I can let you go. I'm no more of a value to you baby. You're the most lovliest thing I've known. You've always been there for me I can touch my heart and say. You've been the greatest gift of a person. I just can't explain why. But I don't think I'm of value to a relationship. Pathetically realising after 2 long years. Cause maybe someday I will just walk away. SO if I've dissapoint you. I guess it's just better of this way.