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a twenty year-old soldier, deeping an escape fantasy into the wilderness of lifestyle, fashion, music, politics and the suffocation of everyday living. allow me to take my emotions and paint the world white.

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BROTH just sliding off those sleezy bar by the junction. located above Duxton Hill, comes a very relax and romantic get away-like semi-fine dining heaven. Where modern Australian is a choice and service is at it's excellence.

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10 December 2006 @ 3:53 am

caught up in the middle of emotions

How is it that possible to strangle myself with the thoughts of someone I hardly even can tell. Someone I don't even know how much I could measure. A philosophy I don't even know if I can start. A motion I don't even know how far it's engine is going to last. How can I allow this? How can I let in to crumble. To crumble and get caught up and fall upon my face? I feel sick the way I'm feeling. I feel so broken by the fact that I can't even potray what I wanna do. Please help me blame this burden to someone else. Help me guide myself somewhere I can feel comfortable with. I can't help myself not thinking about you. Please just don't look starting from tomorrow.