you're just so beautiful

today is this special person's birthday. my ex. even though we're no longer together. a part of you is still inside me. and the colours of the wind will still follow on and on. we had our beautiful precious perfect time. but ending it was bitter. i can't get together again; maybe atleast for now. i really don't want to sin against good will again. and pierce a hole in the frail. or summon a burdon of ransom. after 2 and a half year i realise i'm not prepared at all. or just because maybe feelings fade.