everything all gone

when days coupled the moments i lived thinking of him. when imagery and imagination circled my encompassing about him. and the tree of life is becoming true to blossom. that i believed. but when god came down from heaven and strikes a burden like a lightning. so hard you couldn't believe the impact that is thumping my heart now. that is putting holes in your happiness.

tear drops slides down cheeks and my heart is broken. even i knew that my hands were empty but i always had it full. but now i'm going to go another day knowing i'm never going to be with you. knowing that part of you is in my blood stream. that the 'whatever' i've felt for you is just a fantasy gone wrong. couldn't believe that it was just an empty puncture to say you loved me. i feel so deep down under everytime i realise i was blinded by what you said. i can already feel the worms eating my mind.

it feel so true to say that love is like a fire; and it burns down everything. it is already burning down to collapse.