i will never last a mile away without you.

initial plan scrapped but revived as i prepared my evening for last night's fabulous night. as i remember the last fabulous night i had with you, and smiling silly to myself. i made my way down to Steve's deconstructed vision of furnished apartment. there wasn't much a party planned well, since my mistake on my pants scuffled me on the train. i had abut 3 glasses of Moet before leaving for home with Ben. im kinda blessed that i brushed his shoulders at the end of the night, and only paid $2 for the cab back. there was nothing that could make me dance last night. not even the ever-fabulous Claudia with a brown wig and fishnets.

i'd personally like thanking all those who have shouldered me with support over this though times. despite some being quite negative and favorable, but im humble by the deep comfort they render for the past few days. like last Dave's effort last night and Junaidy's every passing day. Last but not least, Raihan's positive attitude towards my favour for Aaron. without their pillar, i'd be rubble by now. i love you guys.

cooking may be one alternative to a peaceful evening. i just glutton on my grilled red & yellow pepper sandwich dressed with shitake mushroom and chicken frank. topped with japanese mayonnaise and black pepper. but for better recipe, check out my mate Zen's food blog entitle the Silver Pantry kitchen adventures.